1. My endless craving for filthy gay sex. Part 1.


    Date: 5/17/2018, Categories: Gay, Hardcore, Voyeur / Exhibitionism, Author: NinaSissyGurl, Source: xHamster

    I'd always been curious about men. When I say men I really mean gay sex. Cocks and cum and anal sex fascinated me. I was always peeking at the other boys cocks in the showers at school, I couldn't help it. I remember the first condoms I bought, I rolled it over my middle finger and I slipped it inside my hole, knuckle deep, i could feel my prostrate and I wondered what it was. The feeling of my finger inside my own bum was nice, but it made me feel very naughty. I masturbated a lot as a youngster and would frequently wear my mother's lingerie and tights and dresses to wank off in. I also tried her lipstick and nail varnish and would also steal her tampons occasionally to try and stuff them up my tight hole. It must have been subconscious, I always have had urges to be a sissy.A few years later, aged about 15, I discovered some public toilets that were very popular with gay men. For about a year I'd visit daily. After school, in my uniform, I must have been very desirable for all of those experienced guys! I was a curious young lad, and I had the chance to indulge my urges and it was quite great to be wanked and sucked off. I loved to touch and suck their big meaty cocks so much!I then found out about a place just outside my local city centre. A wooded area by a canal. Very dark. Lots of men would meet for anonymous sex. I had those strong and uncontrollable urges again, I was very curious and I wanted to go there to meet men for filthy fun.I ended up going there quite often, ... and I always found myself on my knees with a big cock balls deep in my throat, ending up with a mouthful of sweet semen. There was one time when a man was very rough with me and it was the first-time I got scared. He fucked my face quite brutally and fingered me too, he wanted to fuck me but I wouldn't let him so he ended up nearly choking me to death on his big stiff cock. I just had to wait until he spunked, I was powerless. This made me feel very ashamed of my secret faggot life.So having always enjoyed meeting new filthy friends, I couldn't believe my luck when I discovered gay saunas!Only last week I visited my local sauna, and I was in an insatiable mood. I was walking around looking for a dominant older man. I ended up loitering in a dark corner of one of the playrooms. Someone approached me and started to touch my nipples and I started to rub his cock through his towel.We stood there touching each other and kissing each others nipples for a few minutes. He held me against the wall and he asked me if I'd like to join him in a private room, so I said yes, trying not to sound too desperate.He led me into a room where he lay me down on the bed gently. He stood at the side of me and pulled out some lubricant and rubber gloves. He kept whispering in my ear. He was asking me if I'd let him finger me... Of course I said yes instantly. He was the kind of man that I love. Older, experienced and he knew exactly what he wanted. I was very relaxed and he was very skilled at using ...
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